Unpopular Opinon - Love Ayda, but I don't like her as a girlfriend.

Ayda was my favourite character but the junior year released and I got some major personal ICKS. Don't get me wrong I think the character types of Ayda and Fig work really well as a couple, I do have some grievances with another sapphic love story that takes things too quickly they were already saying I love you after only meeting each other the week before. But when Ayda goes into her big I love you through out time and space and we were meant to be forever and ever speeches, I am immediately thrown back into some uncomfortable memories.

My Aunts ex husband used to give a speech about how he would give up when she eventually died and he would lie on her grave and let himself die. People reacted to this like it was a beautiful declaration of love but it scared me to hear that as a child (Spoiller Alert I was right he was a complete Mad Man). Then two of my friends in high school started dating and their obsession with each other seemed so sweet at first but then they started bullying and even stalking me and some other girls in the friend group not even sure what their goal was, but last I heard they went full Grey Gardens not talking to anyone.

Now I know this is not the majority feels about this and I'm not mad at anyone, I just kinda want to know, does anyone else feel so strange at this aspect of them cause watching the live shows made me feel like I was crazy for this reaction, but I've always felt strange at anything that feels remotely like love bombing.